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SS is an ass.

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Okay let’s have a post while Bleach loads.

Engrrrrrish paper today, had 45mins to sleep zzz. Vernissa told me I have eyebags already zomg. Probably because I sleep later than 2am every night hahaha. Then yuh today looked in the mirror, my eyebags were like 0_0 Hahaha okay. Then Chemiiiiiiiiiistry Paper 2 was rather manageable! It was much simpler than T1-3 cts. Then I went to Primary School to fetch my sister home, the chicken rice there was so yucky.

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I’m going to have a complaining session now ha haa haaa haaaa haaaaa.

Stupid shit, you know you’re very annoying and irritating? I can’t wait for next year. (Sarcasm sarcasm.) For now, you better just not push your luck around, and not stick your nose up in the freaking air with a density of 29 already. Wonder when you’ll ever realise that you need to give others a chance, that you need to spare a thought for the people around you, that you need to stop being such a bitch. You’re a girl with popularity gained from underhand means I must say. So what if you’re popular? So what if you’re clever? So what if you’re a teacher’s pet? Where’s your care for others? When is the smugness from your face going to be wiped off? I’m so looking forward for that day. I hate to see that look on your face, that damned look. The look when you’re most probably thinking on one day when I **** ****. You jolly well have to wait for about more than half a year. It most certainly wasn’t my choice to pick you, and don’t think you’re so high and mighty. Your high level of enthusiasm just irks me, seriously. You will make a good bimbo, I’m sure of them. I’d advise you to like pink. For now, I just hope that you’ll just take a little rest, and sit back and relax, and watch me. Watch me do the job. Don’t be so rushed, don’t presume anything because anything is possible. Though I must admit it’s rather obvious, but don’t just keep it to yourself alright? Give me some enjoyment of doing what I’m supposed to do. Don’t always spoil my mood please. (I know my mood isn’t that good, but well, you never fail to make it worse.) I think you do a damn fine job on making my day girl. You do make my day, for the worse. Being humble is what you need to possess right now, just don’t step forward though you know the teacher would call you. Wait for the teacher, then step out. Get it? I seriously hope you do. So all I have to say is: Let me enjoy my days, and stop putting on a fake front. It annoys me terribly. You may not think you are putting on a fake front, but I have to break your heart to say that you suck. Stop being fake, the look on your face tells me straight that you dislike me too. I don’t mind, at least I have a clear conscience. The fondest memory of you buried in my brain isn’t the times we shared secrets and had fun under the sun, but it was you breaking my heart. How’d you break my heart you may ask? You freaking told someone about my secret. So in conclusion, I think you just need to tell ‘fake’ that you wanna have a break (See it even rhymes.), and well, just be your true self. So others may know how idiotic you can be. I don’t like you. (Note: I didn’t use hate.)

Okay, that’s for a girl who I now call A-Z. Stay tuned for more updates about irritating people.

And, I’m going to talk about respect now. (While waiting for Bleach to load.)

Respect is always important in every single relationships we have with each other, be it student-teacher, mother-daughter, friend-friend, or even senior-junior relationship. When there is respect in the relationship, all things will go smoothly. Most things I should say. Respect is needed and required, and it doesn’t apply to the one with lower status, it applies to both parties. If the one with lower status gives respect to the higher one, then it will be a natural reaction of the one with the higher status to return that bit of respect.

What we need to kickstart a good relationship is always respect. Respecting each other’s point of view, respecting each other’s differences, and well, respecting just about anything or everything. Even if it is a flaw. I guess it’s hard to fully respect someone, but we must try.

Here’s a few scenarios. Just like the girl I mentioned above, if she doesn’t give me respect, then all the more my heart tells me not to show her respect too. Furthurmore, showing respect to a person of lower status first isn’t always exactly such a good feeling. If she’d given me a fraction of respect, I will gladly return that fraction of respect back to her. It’s always human nature. Another scenario is during band. If I give my section respect and they don’t return it, in the end point, I’ll always end up being pissed/upset/angry. In the worst case, I was crying. So maybe all I need from my section is respect, and this shoutout is to a certain someone: Please act your age, and give me respect. Same age in the section, and you’re the one who’s giving me the least respect. Well done, well done.

So, respecting each other is of great importance. It would help us in communicating with each other much more comfortably, and of course, without any misunderstandings.

But, maybe I should start to show respect first in some cases, since the Bible states that “Do unto others what you want them to do unto you.”

So in anything and everything we do, always show respect. It’s the least we can do to do good in our friendships.

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I feel good typing that out.

Ohoh Sharon just called. So, yesterday, I felt the tremours (omg damn cool.) I immediately picked up the phone and call Sharon, so did my sister. We both called our bestfs right away haha. Then I called Sharon, the first words she said were: It’s shaking. Hahahaha, funny. Shaky Mama was on my mind during the tremours, haha. Jolene, get it right.

And, I took a break from Chemistry yesterday and came online. Talked and clarified certain happenings with my junior, I’m so glad I started the conversation. And I’m so glad that she realised I was pissed off that certain day during sectionals, sorry though.

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Anyway, let me have a count the number of people who I’m still pissed with: 5. (For a very long time already.) Not alot I must say, but ohwell, I get pissed off easily. It’s so easy being pissed, but I think it’s much easier to be pissing people off. Get it?

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Okay a little more of Bleach before I continue my A.Maths revision.

P.S. Ichigo is damn hot, his orange hair so nice. The way he says Karin-Chan is so zai also. Haha.